The moments gone,

the love has passed us,

once the love had engulfed us,

filled both of our lives with it,

we had filled our lives with each others,

but now

the moments gone,

the love had passed,

so has the ties we had between,

of friendship,

of companionship,

of a confident,

now 

the moments gone,

we are just strangers to each other.

And now when i see you,

all i see is the face,

no hidden smile,

no hidden sorrow,

no hidden love,

and i wait for this moment 

to also  go. 

I wonder if I'll ever feel settled.

Maybe i'll not.

Why should i feel settled,

i don't belong to anyone

or 

anywhere.

but everything and

everyone are my own.

A sense of settlement 

would just mean

accepting the 

invisible 

and innumerable

bondage 

of life

of the world;

Something,

sometimes

you are better off without.

Love Entangles.

How hard is to understand 

the fact that the one person ,

you loved the most,

trusted the most

was 

actually never in love with you,

all this while , all

that you saw was not,

his love for you,

but,

your love for him,

your love which you wanted from him.

Every little thing seems endearing ,

not cause they are,

but only because in your heart,

in your world,

you want them to be,

cause your world is filled with just 

Love for him.

Not the love he has for you,

but only the love you

have for him.

Your love alone is the reason

 you are still in love. 

and 

the only your love is the reason 

someone is in love with 

You.

Slowly Slipping away.

I am scared there is no one who can hug me 

and

take my worries away.

The only person i have 

and 

i want is far away from me

and 

slowly going away from me.

I guess he'll not understand

I won't be able to explain it to him either.

how much i love him,

what he means to me,

How much

 I Miss Him.