life has just taught the most important lesson in life....not to be dependent on ny1 else...but urself....
no matter how many people say or are there.....at the time you actually need them they dont seem to be around...
its your life....
you need to take your own decisions....
own choices and take full responsibility for it..

hmm.....

day2

hmmm.....so atlast cud nt resist it.... lol had to message him after all..... not sure thougt if it was the rite thing to do... well..........dat probly time will tell us.... but keep a safe distant wold be the rite thing......which is lk not so possible... i jst feel lk tlkin to him.....hearin him out.... atlst getin his misd call...nythin n i hate the way i have goten attached wid him.... n d fact that he can undrstnd me sooooo vry well.....is very temptin...... but i hope whn the rite cums m able to do the rite thin.....

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christmas is jst roudn the corner ... hmm............. n i hope so is the christmas spirit.... the warmth ... the love.... the carols... the rush... but at the end of all...... being with the person u love....n are a important part of ur life... moments vll cherish....

2008!!!!

hmm....well the next new year hs also set in...2008
n i m hopin it to b promising..:)
well lst year was gud..atlest i got to get out of the house...hehe..
m stayin aways from home,......parent....for the first time...
and its been xciting....
from geting lost in d city.......to buyin things xpensive....coz of lack of bargainin skills.......to jst getin out of the house wid nothin but jst 50 bug...whichs jst my one way fare.......
of course hopin the ATM will cum to rescuce.......
its been all xciting......

n d most adventures part is geting to knw people.....frm diffrent part....frm difrent backgrounds...n difrent course........n diffrent mind set......
but i thing common in all of us is that fter a certain time period.....v all hv changd.....creating our own groups...myb coz v lk dm...my coz v need dm......or simply myb hang round wid dm wud in future bear us profits....
its lk d wildest jungle......lol
and this jst a small...tiny miny fraction of the wild forest..........heheh...
i hope i survive here....
as dy say survival of the fittest......
so tryin to b the fittest i cn b......:)

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if life were a paintin i wud have painted it all red....
if life were a game i wud lk it to b .........actaully wudnt lk it t be a game...:)
if life were a flower i wud want it to b a red rose...
if life were a language i wud want it to be.....gagagugu.......'the baby language'
if life were a poem i would want it to be 'short and simple'
if life were life i wouldnt want it to be the way it was.........

2007 first post

so the year 2007 has ushered in n by god grace its better than 2006.....
its said that d way u spen d first day of d year decied how d rest of d year is gona if it is so then i gues m gona spend this year struggle got get a GOOD NETWORK........my mobile connection is realy bad......sleep heavy:)
this new year was d first time i wasnt round with family memebers.....n its felt kind a nice...not that i dnt enjoy der company...but being alone is DIVINE!!!

No new yars resolutions for me.......hardly keep any...n if i do happen to keep its gona reuin mi reputation......'Miss.LAZY ass'!!!

but i can assure u one thing this yer is gona b differnt....
have learnd a lot in d past years n i intend to put that knowledge to use......:)