The departed Lover.

 i could feel a slight prick as you

shared secret conversations with her,

i could recognize that smile ...

........

what it meant,

and it hurt me to know that

those were not for me

this time,

it angered me to know

i wasn't the reason for

those spark in your eyes,

angered me so much 

that i could easily

 hurt you,

 it killed me to see 

the look you had on your face when

you were around her,

i understood the

way you held her

how happy it made you feel

to hold her,

share that moment with her.

i once wanted to be the reason to make you feel like that.

but now i could crush your heart

just the way 

seeing you right now

crushed mine.

the warmth you shared with her,

was burning me ,

and i wanted to burn you in it.

i hated the fact 

that i still love you..

..........

      

Its important that you cry after you get hurt,

it helps you wash away the pain ..

...the memory

Your still there.

    

 I ripped my heart open to get you out of it,

but it just left me bleeding .........

with you still in it......

.....