as i sit in the edge of my bed,

pondering about my life,

i feel like i am sitting at the edge of my existence,

and as i look down i can see the depth of my

being,

at once it seems dark and deep,

fool of vicious being,

and as i see for longer,

i see there is nothings

nothing that i don't want or

 nothing that i can't change.

the

darkness i see is

my creation.

so will be the light 

that guides me.