does it make any sense to ,

when i say i love you

but

i can't be with you.

do you feel my love

when i say i hate you...

when i say i don't want to 

see your face again.

a face that has filled my world

my heart 

and my mind,

how do i not see you again

when every where i see

is only you.

do you understand ,

when i say

i love you ,

that my heart crushes,

love you so much

that i get suffocated.

but i rather die suffocating in your love,

than live without it