Embroideries on Felt

This is the first time was working on felt! it was fun! but the fact that i could not trace my designs made me go a little crazy.... 

never the less! 

here is what i did! 

Cluster of designs before they are put the finished good!

Designs 1

Design 2

The 'Behind' :P :P

The 'Front' :P

Design 3

Close up.

All of the designs are bascially experiments of different types of weave :-) 

and stitches,

the fun part was that i would design something on paper

but as i stitches i would change is along figuring out 

what would look or feel good! 

Hope you had fun! 

I had long feared of getting hurt,

feared someone would break the trust,

break the faith i had ,

the fear so full in me 

that i pushed everyone away..

pushed everyone to a distance where no ones know the real me

no would know my truth,

my lies, 

...my trembling 

or my fear.

even though i laugh with them

they don't know what my eyes says,

they never know when i have lost the battle

and tear escapes my eyes.

The secret that they see i hide

are just fear i don't show.

Nothing in this world is permanent,

neither happiness ,

nor sorrow,

so be happy as long as you can,

and be happy when your sad,

cause know it won't last so long.

When your low,

hold your self together,

and just hang on,

cause the sunshine will be out soon

and then you'll be sorry 

you wasted your time

crying and cribbing,

rather than preparing yourself for the 

 better days.

Just hold on dear,

the sunshine will

embrace you

soon .

                                          

,

Embroideries.

So i started after a long long time. 

Just basic combinations of stem stitch,chain stitch and filling stitch.

Though looks pretty simple ( atleast to me :P :P )

i had to crack my head planning how to go about it,

since i wasn't using a template. 

some close up shots.

So what you think!! ?? 

How far is the truth from reality,

if only one could tell,

i have very often tried to 

measure,

but as i went along trying to understand my vision became blurred,

or was it the difference,

so unclear. 

as i sit in the edge of my bed,

pondering about my life,

i feel like i am sitting at the edge of my existence,

and as i look down i can see the depth of my

being,

at once it seems dark and deep,

fool of vicious being,

and as i see for longer,

i see there is nothings

nothing that i don't want or

 nothing that i can't change.

the

darkness i see is

my creation.

so will be the light 

that guides me. 

how long do i wait,

how long will you take to come,

everyone is asking about you,

when am i going to end the wait

but dear i know

when you come,

i'll have a hand to hold,

in times of difficulty and then i'll know we'll get through everything,

anything together,

when you come,

i'll have a hug,

even before the first tear drops, 

and i'll know that those tears will never fall,

when you come,

i'll have the kiss,

that makes my heart smile,

that makes my heart connect to yours.

So till then,

i'll wait for you right here,

patiently and lovingly

to give you my everything

to give you

all that i have.